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Written By Sorrel

July 21, 2018, 4:51 p.m.(3/26/1009 AR)

I'd like to reiterate that I made a bad joke that came off WAY meaner than I intended. I again apologize to those affected, as I have already apologized to them privately.

I am sorry.

I hope to mend fences and make things right.

Written By Vanora

July 21, 2018, 4:49 p.m.(3/26/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Harald

My relationship with my father, Zacharie Pravus, is a complicated one for so many reasons that I've mused over countless times in my Blacks.

I did not really grow up with his guidance, and thus others stepped in to fill the role. My uncle Niccolo, who played surrogate father for so many of us when we were children, always went out of his way to make me feel welcome. A part of the family. It meant the world even when I was very young.

I have always craved family, all the more since my own was not harmonious. I saw the love, loyalty, and affection my cousins knew in their own homes and craved it.

The Grim Duke does not have a reputation for warmth, yet he does have one for family. I know of so many who he has taken under his wing of sorts, who consider him like a father, an uncle, extended kin. His halls have been quieter of late, but they are starting to return to what they were...a home where many found welcome. It is only recently that I've started to truly know him, to get used to him, to see why those of us who might feel lost, or stray, can find acceptance here.

I wish that more people could see and understand the Grimhalls as I have come to, though I think they don't share that wish. It matters little to them whether they are accepted or maligned by most of Arx, by the 'mainland' as it were.

I am happier now than I can remember being...perhaps ever. And I am deeply loyal to those who have given me that happiness and protected it.

Written By Niklas

July 21, 2018, 3:26 p.m.(3/26/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Aurora

Know your worth. Neither boast of it nor tolerate those who doubt it.

Written By Tynan

July 21, 2018, 2:37 p.m.(3/26/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Clara

I can vouch for Lady Clara's teas. Never had a better night's sleep.

Written By Emmelline

July 21, 2018, 2:26 p.m.(3/26/1009 AR)

It is nice to be back in the city once more. I have been too absent. I really ought to go out more, see my friends whom I have not seen in a long while. I do hope they are fairing well.

Written By Clara

July 21, 2018, 2:22 p.m.(3/26/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Lys

Your heart for strawberries? I'm sure you are plenty sweet already? If these dreams take on any horrific feelings I do have a tea that might be able to aid you.

Written By Aleksei

July 21, 2018, 11:48 a.m.(3/26/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Lisebet

Everything.

Written By Gianna

July 21, 2018, 10:50 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Aurora

I am always pleased with your work, Mistress Thornburn.

Written By Lisebet

July 21, 2018, 10:48 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

Freedom. What is it worth to you? What would you do in order to remain free? This is a question that has recently come to mind, and though i certainly don't expect anyone to answer, even if they see my journal, still, it bears thinking on. It might even be relevant to current events somehow.

Written By Aurora

July 21, 2018, 10:40 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

The lesson of the week: if you have to tell other people that you are <funny, kind, generous, intimidating, beautiful, witty, ect> there is a good chance you're not. It is about your actions not your words.

Written By Aurora

July 21, 2018, 10:37 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

I might have opinions on fashion but I can't say that I have ever turned someone from my shop because they wanted something designed a certain way. Is that not the point, really, of everyone being different? Liking different things?

Please enjoy what you enjoy without worrying about what others see as in or not. Love colors. Love fabrics. Love art.

Written By Gianna

July 21, 2018, 10:29 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Thena

Black goes with everything, too.

Written By Thena

July 21, 2018, 9:42 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

Black is classic, slimming and never goes out of style.

Written By Gianna

July 21, 2018, 9:11 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

On fashion:

Trends may come and go, but classic style is classic and by no means boring. I favour classic designs that can be worn to multiple occasions. The key to building a wardrobe is versatility. While I would love to wear a new gown every day, that simply isn't feasible. Accessories make the outfit: build a collection of basic but beautiful jewelry that you can swap around and you cannot go wrong. And be sure to have appropriate clothing for the location you're going. Like many Whispers, I am often in upscale surroundings, though as a bard, I can find myself in rowdy taverns, too. Do not wear your ballgown to sing drinking songs unless it would be amusingly subversive. When in the Redrain ward, for example, leathers and fur are quite a bit more fashionable than seasilk and aeterna. And feathers. I do love feathers.

My outfits for grander performances tend to be more unusual and not necessarily appropriate for day-to-day wear. These are my statement pieces, meant to stand out, but even then, I try to purchase garments I can wear more than once. They are part of the performance.

Regardless, clothing can be considered an investment. Strive for quality over quantity, versatility over fads. I will also admit to liking silk very much, as it is readily available, relatively easy to work with, and makes for some absolutely stunning garments. Even yellow ones.

Written By Gianna

July 21, 2018, 8 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Jayden

The College has proven lucky once again. Lord Jayden Ravenseye essentially showed up on our doorstep with a beautiful viol and said he wished to work with the College. We have a dedicated instrument maker, one that seeks no stipend nor any proceeds from his work. He will also take an apprentice if he so desires.

To say this is fortuitous is quite the understatement.

The interest and support in the College is phenomenal, and it moves with such speed as to make me breathless. I thought it would be a much more difficult path. The city is eager to fill a curious void.

Written By Thorley

July 21, 2018, 6:56 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Violet

I find myself sitting up in the bed, watching Violet as she sleeps. She has been encouraging and supportive since we repaired our relationship.

We're excited for the idea that within her, a little seed has taken root.

We cannot let the world dictate what we do with our lives.

Found ourselves last night discussing names before bed - and realizing how different Redrain and Valardin names are. There may yet be a compromise somewhere.

And no, 'Beech' in any form is not an option.

Written By Thorley

July 21, 2018, 6:50 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Felicia

The window that Dame Harrow was creating for the Mangata Festival is complete.

It is breath-taking and gorgeous.

I hope that Princess Reese enjoys it as much as she did her victory in the endurance test.

Felicia perfectly captured the cold of the water, while also holding the beauty of it. I am glad that she was willing to do this commission for me. If you ever have the chance to purchase one of her stained glass projects, I would highly recommend it.

Written By Shard

July 21, 2018, 4:51 a.m.(3/24/1009 AR)

Relationship Note on Eleyna

I understand fashion, even if it's not something I personally much give a shit about. Even in remote northern tribes, you have fashions. Art styles. I miss the ones I grew up with, if only because they were more familiar. But fashion trends? Fashion trends are a bunch of competitive nonsense (usually rich) people make up to combat boredom and use to sneer at others who don't or can't conform fast enough. I'll grant you that it makes a lot of other people a lot of coin when these folk scramble to fill up their wardrobes with more clothes and goods than they'll ever need or wear, but what a fucking waste of resources all spent so that people can see how fast they can play follow the leader. At least do something personal and unique with that kind of energy, instead of obeying some arbitrary list of what's momentarily popular.

Written By Cambria

July 21, 2018, 1:03 a.m.(3/23/1009 AR)

We hope that with memories, knowledge will come. From knowledge, we then expect understanding. Yet for every answer you find, more often than not, a thousand new questions arise.

All that we were has led us to where we are, but tells little of where we are going.

Written By Cambria

July 21, 2018, 12:55 a.m.(3/23/1009 AR)

There are those whose strength is exceedingly rare. They aren't easy to pick out among a crowd, because they reveal nothing. They are quiet. They often believe themselves to be much weaker than they are, in fact. Yet when pushed too hard, they surprise themselves with the realization that they will not back away another step, that a wall has risen within their soul, unyielding, a barrier that cannot be passed. To find someone such as this is a most precious discovery.

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