Written By Halsim
May 3, 2017, 10:50 a.m.(5/22/1006 AR)
You'd think that these fools would listen to 'end of the world' from one of the Pantheon.
I mean, really. Kidnapping the King? How did they expect that to work... and for what? A pat on the back from someone who wants to unmake them?
These are the days you need to remind yourself that an Inquisitor is on the front line against the worst the Compact has to offer.
I mean, really. Kidnapping the King? How did they expect that to work... and for what? A pat on the back from someone who wants to unmake them?
These are the days you need to remind yourself that an Inquisitor is on the front line against the worst the Compact has to offer.
Written By Morrighan
May 3, 2017, 10:20 a.m.(5/22/1006 AR)
With time comes change, be it great or small, enjoyable or hated - but nothing can stop it from arriving, regardless of your feeling. We stand upon a great precipice of change, staring down at a dark gaping maw of uncertainty, filled with things that once were believed to be regarded as myth. Tall tales. Now they beat on our gates, infiltrate our city, banging the drums of war and many have been taken from us as a result. Yet we stand strong, fighting relentlessly to protect and cast away the vile creatures that threaten everything. They bring the potential to end all things. All life. Every little hope and dream, any fragment of a yearned for future - it all hangs on how this war ends and who comes out the victor. So as I stand on this edge, staring down into that void of unknown possibilities brought on by change, I have to recollect how we came to be here in the first place. How I came to be where I stand.
I can't say that I had the best life before bending the knee to Redrain, it was the worst Abyss most anyone could ever imagine. Yet, despite the worst of it, through the odds, I came out breathing. I'm still here, standing. Living. Surviving. It didn't come without a price. Once you come out of a place like that, it changes you. The ghosts of it still haunt, still torment, and while I'm still here, it leaves wounds that have yet to fully heal. The bitter resentment and hate still rears its head, deeply rooted, and sometimes it takes a firm hand to have the strength to pull such thoroughly entrenched ideas out. Sometimes it takes very real threats of more change to make you pause, to make you think and to give incentive to try and clear away debris left by scars and poignant memories that still cut deep - all so you can see the world around you with absolute clarity. So you can see the bigger picture without anything else clouding it.
Though while I stand, a survivor, I'm still not free. I'm still bound, and I've done it to myself by holding onto a past that has ended up hurting people I never intended to hurt. Change can be a frightening thing at times, especially when the outcome is uncertain, but if you don't pull out the weeds, other things won't grow properly, and left unattended, they'll overtake everything, resulting in destruction. So, here I am on this edge. Do I stay and keep looking back over my shoulder to what was, long since passed, and let it chain me further, unable to progress, leading to my eventual self destruction? Or do I look forward into that unknown below, take that leap and hope for the best? Not much of a question, really, it's clear what I have to do - but a little at a time.
Change can shape you, mold you into something better, but if you don't rip out the unsavory pieces, it means nothing.
I'll tear it all out, one piece at a time. I won't let it weaken me or threaten the things I care most about.
I've survived some of the worst things imaginable, and I'll survive this.
I can't say that I had the best life before bending the knee to Redrain, it was the worst Abyss most anyone could ever imagine. Yet, despite the worst of it, through the odds, I came out breathing. I'm still here, standing. Living. Surviving. It didn't come without a price. Once you come out of a place like that, it changes you. The ghosts of it still haunt, still torment, and while I'm still here, it leaves wounds that have yet to fully heal. The bitter resentment and hate still rears its head, deeply rooted, and sometimes it takes a firm hand to have the strength to pull such thoroughly entrenched ideas out. Sometimes it takes very real threats of more change to make you pause, to make you think and to give incentive to try and clear away debris left by scars and poignant memories that still cut deep - all so you can see the world around you with absolute clarity. So you can see the bigger picture without anything else clouding it.
Though while I stand, a survivor, I'm still not free. I'm still bound, and I've done it to myself by holding onto a past that has ended up hurting people I never intended to hurt. Change can be a frightening thing at times, especially when the outcome is uncertain, but if you don't pull out the weeds, other things won't grow properly, and left unattended, they'll overtake everything, resulting in destruction. So, here I am on this edge. Do I stay and keep looking back over my shoulder to what was, long since passed, and let it chain me further, unable to progress, leading to my eventual self destruction? Or do I look forward into that unknown below, take that leap and hope for the best? Not much of a question, really, it's clear what I have to do - but a little at a time.
Change can shape you, mold you into something better, but if you don't rip out the unsavory pieces, it means nothing.
I'll tear it all out, one piece at a time. I won't let it weaken me or threaten the things I care most about.
I've survived some of the worst things imaginable, and I'll survive this.
Written By Valerion
May 3, 2017, 2:59 a.m.(5/22/1006 AR)
Only recently has word of this reached my ears. While I may not pretend to have any maritime experience I would love to attend as an observer of course. I can bring wine and good company unless duty of course pulls me away.
Written By Valerion
May 3, 2017, 2:10 a.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
I have been in Arx all of ten days now, and what have I done?
Already made a new enemy. It is my most hated foe, and tho
I cannot readily dispatch it with my blade. Oooooh the trouble.
How it taunts me and makes me feel a fool. How it has injured
those closest to me. What manner of beast would do such a
thing but one created by our own hands. That's right. One
day I will conquer thee oh mighty Gauntlet. Your days are
numbered!
Already made a new enemy. It is my most hated foe, and tho
I cannot readily dispatch it with my blade. Oooooh the trouble.
How it taunts me and makes me feel a fool. How it has injured
those closest to me. What manner of beast would do such a
thing but one created by our own hands. That's right. One
day I will conquer thee oh mighty Gauntlet. Your days are
numbered!
Written By Katarina
May 2, 2017, 10:38 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
It occured to me how foreign writing journals daily, to commit my thoughts to parchment and give tangibility to dreams, wishes, and hopes really are for me. Here in Arvum, the ability to read and write is like walking and talking - second nature to all, regardless of class, as it is such a deep-seeded reverent thing to do in worship of Vellichor.
In Eurus, the ability to read and write is a considered something of a luxury reserved for those of status and higher birth. The lower castes, it's far more common that they didn't possess the knowledge than did because the keeping of journals is not so integral to daily lives and worship.
It's a startling contrast amidst many, but yet one more difference that I adore about Arvum and it's culture.
In Eurus, the ability to read and write is a considered something of a luxury reserved for those of status and higher birth. The lower castes, it's far more common that they didn't possess the knowledge than did because the keeping of journals is not so integral to daily lives and worship.
It's a startling contrast amidst many, but yet one more difference that I adore about Arvum and it's culture.
Written By Aldwin
May 2, 2017, 9:56 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Ophelia
I had my worries about Princess Ophelia when she first came to visit. The conversation was quite serious and the topic one that, I have to say, she handled better than I expected. She has proven to be charming company. I do fear for the songbirds in Arx though. I will have to tell Orazio to keep his caged lest she get to it.
Written By Edward
May 2, 2017, 8:52 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Haati
I commissioned a sword from Master Wavehowler, something simple and functional. And he returns to me a piece of elegant destruction. Bravo Master Craftsman, Bravo.
Written By Katarina
May 2, 2017, 8:06 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Eleyna
They say she's come down with a sickness, but I'm willing to bet she's with child. Why? Because clearly, there is just something in the air of the Lycene. Or, their men are far more virile --- I will not go there. Lalalalalalalala. Never mind.
Written By Edward
May 2, 2017, 7:48 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Harald
The Duke has a strength and conviction that is to be admired. He has displayed wisdom many would have to be going grey to possess.
Written By Seva
May 2, 2017, 7:19 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Dominic
I love my uncle dearly. He has shown me so much kindness and has gone out of his way to make sure that I am safe.
But I am going to scream if he shows up at my shop covered in mud again.
But I am going to scream if he shows up at my shop covered in mud again.
Written By Dominique
May 2, 2017, 4:52 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
I hope Atrid can forgive me
Written By Dominique
May 2, 2017, 4:41 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
We are eloping tonight. No more of this pomp and circumstance nonsense.
Written By Samantha
May 2, 2017, 3:34 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
It pleases me to see so many White Journals indicating others take pleasure in visiting the Menagerie. It is one of my favorite places in the city. Animals have always fascinated me, from the things that crawl and climb to the things that slither and fly. I wonder if life had not led me on the road I walk now, if I might have been some kind of naturalist, learning about all the animals of the world.
I wonder if some kind of society could be formed who are interested in such matters; not explorers per se, but rather naturalists who find flora and fauna fascinating, whether they are mere dilettantes such as myself, or those with greater expertise.
I wonder if some kind of society could be formed who are interested in such matters; not explorers per se, but rather naturalists who find flora and fauna fascinating, whether they are mere dilettantes such as myself, or those with greater expertise.
Written By Carita
May 2, 2017, 3:13 p.m.(5/21/1006 AR)
The Menagerie also has birds that sing the sweetest at twilight.
It was a grand discovery.
It was a grand discovery.
Written By Deva
May 2, 2017, 1:41 p.m.(5/20/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Talen
If this is motherhood, I want absolutely nothing to do with it.
Written By Aiden
May 2, 2017, 12:23 p.m.(5/20/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Nisaa
You're such a great friend Nisaa. I told you what I couldn't tell anyone else.
Written By Aiden
May 2, 2017, 12:23 p.m.(5/20/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Arcelia
She put up with my awkwardness, when we went for dinner. I think I had my first 'date.' I don't know if it went well.
Written By Aiden
May 2, 2017, 12:21 p.m.(5/20/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Shadow
I hope you had nothing to do with it...
Written By Aiden
May 2, 2017, 12:20 p.m.(5/20/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Marian
We had a good discussion on training birds of prey. I will help her find one that is suitable to her needs. This should be a nice arrangement.
Written By Aiden
May 2, 2017, 12:17 p.m.(5/20/1006 AR)
Relationship Note on Archene
You keep your promises Master Archene.
I should like to let everyone else know that Master Archene's work is superb! He created unique fragrances at a fair exchange and completes his work in a timely manner, as we agreed upon.
I would recommend his work to anyone!
I should like to let everyone else know that Master Archene's work is superb! He created unique fragrances at a fair exchange and completes his work in a timely manner, as we agreed upon.
I would recommend his work to anyone!
Please note that the scholars may take some time preparing your journal for others to read.