Written By Ansel
Nov. 20, 2016, 8:57 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Sophie
One of the most genuinely pleasant and inexplicably kind people he's met. Been very helpful and welcoming since his return to the city, and has introduced him to some of the other Valardins that Ansel hasn't met.)
Written By Freja
Nov. 20, 2016, 8:49 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Eirene
She can drink and she can fight. Her tolerance for bullshit is low. All in all I am impressed she proves to be a candidate for the "Northern Nights Out" as I have heard them called down here..
Written By Ansel
Nov. 20, 2016, 8:43 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Calypso
Very focused, competent woman. Offered to teach him a bit about commanding troops and the art of war. Ansel plans to take her up on that offer sometime, when she's not giving him a workout at the Training Center.
Written By Joscelin
Nov. 20, 2016, 8:35 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Felix
I know he recently moved here but I haven't had time to meet with many beyond the new crafters and merchants that needed shops to sell their wares from.
But he came in today, all height and big smile and the coloring of my uncles, and it was a little like seeing a piece of home.
We talked all afternoon, discussed ideas and options for him to find steady work. He told me stories about his weapons, and I plied him with coffee and cookies.
For all that it was casual, I think we both learned a great deal from each other. I look forward to learning more, he knows his trade and loves his work. I can't ask for a better crafter.
But he came in today, all height and big smile and the coloring of my uncles, and it was a little like seeing a piece of home.
We talked all afternoon, discussed ideas and options for him to find steady work. He told me stories about his weapons, and I plied him with coffee and cookies.
For all that it was casual, I think we both learned a great deal from each other. I look forward to learning more, he knows his trade and loves his work. I can't ask for a better crafter.
Written By Edain
Nov. 20, 2016, 8:10 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
The mustering of riders did not go as I expected, but it reminded me that sometimes you cannot act in haste. Princess Alis, Duke Niccolo, Lord Eos, Duchess Nadia, Lord Valkeiri, Goodman Lazarus, and Goodman Tristan all answered the call and helped prepare the riders. I am indebted to their wisdom and we realized that the wiser thing to do is use our time wisely. Winter is a horrible time to send armed and armored riders across the roads, and so we are going to plan, prepare and when it starts to turn to spring we will attempt the ride then. I am thankful to all the came and will continue to work towards protecting our roads and making certain we can reach the rest of the Compact.
Written By Edain
Nov. 20, 2016, 8:09 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
I feel like I should say something about the Assembly of Peers. I feel like I should have some comforting words for those that might read my journal that lets them know that I have a handle on the situation and I know what to do. I can't bring myself to lie to people in such a matter. I am lost, and with each new revelation I only have more questions. It seems that in the 1000 years the Compact has existed we have forgotten so many threats that we seem so unprepared to deal with now. And it is true we are facing enemies that we cannot just strike down with steel, and that hide just beyond our site.
But sometimes, an enemy hides behind mystery and myth so we fear the unknown, and because forged Oathland steel can kill them just as easily as anything else. I may not have answers, I may not know where we go next, but I have a sword, and I have a shield, and I have Knights who the measure of their resolve is deeper than the ocean, and vaster than the horizon. I may not have answers, but I will happily stand up to defend our people, my people with all the strength I have. I have many fears and doubts, but fighting and dying for that which I love has never been one of them.
But sometimes, an enemy hides behind mystery and myth so we fear the unknown, and because forged Oathland steel can kill them just as easily as anything else. I may not have answers, I may not know where we go next, but I have a sword, and I have a shield, and I have Knights who the measure of their resolve is deeper than the ocean, and vaster than the horizon. I may not have answers, but I will happily stand up to defend our people, my people with all the strength I have. I have many fears and doubts, but fighting and dying for that which I love has never been one of them.
Written By Aurora
Nov. 20, 2016, 8:02 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
I admit, I was never overly concerned with the crafter's guild. I understand that it is important, but I had never really considered myself to be any sort of importance within it. I had my job in the theater, that was enough for me. That being said, I am concerned for the future of the guild and what that means for those in it. I suppose time will tell, but it does not look good on any of us when there is public arguments and call for duels.
Written By Damon
Nov. 20, 2016, 6:35 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
The longer I'm here, the busier and busier I get. Yet, despite this, I feel I have accomplished nothing.
I'd love a moment of respite, or to actually sit down and enjoy a drink with someone without having an ulterior motive behind it.
I'd love a moment of respite, or to actually sit down and enjoy a drink with someone without having an ulterior motive behind it.
Written By Sudara
Nov. 20, 2016, 6:30 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Belladonna
At times it can be hard to believe that the little girl to whom I used to tell stories is now my liege. And one reputed to have steel in her spine, to boot. We were never the closest of kin in age or blood: first cousins once removed, with me as the spare daughter of a spare brother of a deceased duke. But the bookish grand-daughter of a duke was of just the right rank to assist with a bit of occasional mentoring and entertainment of the present duke's heir, and that remained true once I was a notionally-respectable married woman. In spite of my husband's origins. Still, the older she got, the less story-time was deemed a suitable part of her day, and the more my duties to my own offspring intervened. Now, it will be interesting to see how we relate, as Duchess and Voice in a foreign land.
Written By Belladonna
Nov. 20, 2016, 6:14 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Max
I did not expect to see him here, but I think that I am pleased.
Written By Belladonna
Nov. 20, 2016, 6:09 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Sudara
No one has such a Voice as I, I think. I did not know the value of my decision when I made it, but I certainly appreciate it now.
Written By Belladonna
Nov. 20, 2016, 6:06 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Alrec
I think that Setarco was good for him. I do hope that he forgives me for chaining him to the shore, but I cannot afford to be without his perspective.
Written By Alis
Nov. 20, 2016, 5:59 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
It's amazing what a good sparring match (even if you wind up flat on your ass), followed by a nice cup of tea and talk with a like minded individual can do for the equilibrium. I highly recommend it to anyone.
And coffee. Coffee may well become my new morning vice. I would never have made it to the training center and then tea without that.
And coffee. Coffee may well become my new morning vice. I would never have made it to the training center and then tea without that.
Written By Calypso
Nov. 20, 2016, 5:47 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Alis
I had the opportunity to really sit and talk with Princess Alis recently. It is a rare moment when one finds such a like minded individual. Her voice at the Military meeting rang true for me with every word. A desire for unity, for looking past the grievances of old and turning instead towards the future we have to face. I hope that in the coming weeks and months our friendship will strengthen and I can count her among my allies.
Written By Natalia
Nov. 20, 2016, 5:01 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Joscelin
Jeweler.
She is also the new guildmistress and all that comes with that added stress. I am not sure she realized that part of the station. While there have been bumps, I do believe that I would call her a friend.
She is also the new guildmistress and all that comes with that added stress. I am not sure she realized that part of the station. While there have been bumps, I do believe that I would call her a friend.
Written By Natalia
Nov. 20, 2016, 4:59 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Edain
I have found the High Lord to be what one might expect of him. He has been honest in giving me his truth and not to beat around the bush at all. I admire that in him. He does not enjoy that I call him the Hero High Lord, but in a world full of shadows; it is good there may be some light.
Written By Natalia
Nov. 20, 2016, 4:57 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Juliet
Ah, both the rose and the scandal. I believe that she loves both of these things. While she laid her confession at my feet, it was not a thing to truly feel guilt over. She amuses me and I have come to enjoy our conversations; when life is not pulling at us and people not calling our time away. Lady of Roses and Lady of Scandal, I believe she is what one thinks when they think of her people.
Written By Natalia
Nov. 20, 2016, 4:54 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Dagon
The more time I spend with the man, the more I see sides of him that I did not before. This is not a bad thing. I find myself enjoying his presence and sometimes seeking his insight. I am sure from here, my respect can only grow.
Written By Natalia
Nov. 20, 2016, 4:49 p.m.(3/4/1005 AR)
Altruistic
This word has been playing upon my mind recently. I am turning it around in my head. Some will say that there is not a true altruistic act. That even in charity one receives the good feelings that stops it from being selfless.
In my time in the city I have thrown galas and parties. I know that to some it seems like a flighty move on my part. A princess with no concern but partying, but I feel that there should be something to rejoice. Something to remind people that life is meant to be enjoyed. To be savored. We have but one of them.
I have attempted to meet with everyone for teas. It is an urge to learn what composes a person and perhaps allow it to in turn affect me. A friendly face perhaps. A learned and shared connection that would not have been realized.
I have assisted in a purchase of a shop to ensure the livelihood of a person. I have clothed people that had no funds to do so. I have checked to see if families, even outside my own ward, needed help or assistance.
Even through this, I find myself questioning. Is it that I was doing this to feel better? Is it that I was doing this to help? I have not always made the best decisions and I would admit that. I am not skilled for war. I do not understand the military tactics that others than me grasp with alarming clarity. It leaves me uncertain how to help the city, the people and those that I come in contact with.
It is not that I am flighty, at least, I hope I am not viewed as such. It is more I am trying to help, but uncertain where I fit in to do so. I have sought those I trust in times of conflict to help me to find resolution. It has not always been a good turn out. I have slowly started filtering who I can trust and it makes me in turn wonder if I am trustworthy.
How does one become trustworthy? For do we all not think we are doing the right thing, even when we are not? It is just after all is revealed that we can see the error. That error is not shown to us if we continue to stride in half-truths and shadowed deceptions. It is hard to know where to step when the light is shone only where you are standing and people are hinting what direction to go without clarity.
So I wonder what makes a person a good person? Is it the acts that they perform when the eyes are upon them? Or is it the acts that they do without a public display? Does it make you good to clothe those that do not have the means, or is that a silly notion in times of war? As well what do you do when you are not suited for war but support those that are, yet in that support it is shadowed and thus not seen? So then do you appear disinterested and that you do not care?
Some days I find myself with more questions than I have answers. I think this day is one of those.
This word has been playing upon my mind recently. I am turning it around in my head. Some will say that there is not a true altruistic act. That even in charity one receives the good feelings that stops it from being selfless.
In my time in the city I have thrown galas and parties. I know that to some it seems like a flighty move on my part. A princess with no concern but partying, but I feel that there should be something to rejoice. Something to remind people that life is meant to be enjoyed. To be savored. We have but one of them.
I have attempted to meet with everyone for teas. It is an urge to learn what composes a person and perhaps allow it to in turn affect me. A friendly face perhaps. A learned and shared connection that would not have been realized.
I have assisted in a purchase of a shop to ensure the livelihood of a person. I have clothed people that had no funds to do so. I have checked to see if families, even outside my own ward, needed help or assistance.
Even through this, I find myself questioning. Is it that I was doing this to feel better? Is it that I was doing this to help? I have not always made the best decisions and I would admit that. I am not skilled for war. I do not understand the military tactics that others than me grasp with alarming clarity. It leaves me uncertain how to help the city, the people and those that I come in contact with.
It is not that I am flighty, at least, I hope I am not viewed as such. It is more I am trying to help, but uncertain where I fit in to do so. I have sought those I trust in times of conflict to help me to find resolution. It has not always been a good turn out. I have slowly started filtering who I can trust and it makes me in turn wonder if I am trustworthy.
How does one become trustworthy? For do we all not think we are doing the right thing, even when we are not? It is just after all is revealed that we can see the error. That error is not shown to us if we continue to stride in half-truths and shadowed deceptions. It is hard to know where to step when the light is shone only where you are standing and people are hinting what direction to go without clarity.
So I wonder what makes a person a good person? Is it the acts that they perform when the eyes are upon them? Or is it the acts that they do without a public display? Does it make you good to clothe those that do not have the means, or is that a silly notion in times of war? As well what do you do when you are not suited for war but support those that are, yet in that support it is shadowed and thus not seen? So then do you appear disinterested and that you do not care?
Some days I find myself with more questions than I have answers. I think this day is one of those.
Written By Darren
Nov. 20, 2016, 3:09 p.m.(3/3/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Dawn
She is Lady Regent now. The ultimate decision was no surprise to me, though. Here is a woman whose grace and good nature helped unite all the Houses to support her and lift her into this new role. I have no doubt that she'll succeed as Regent, and will continue to do everything necessary to promote the good of the Compact as a whole.
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