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Written By Natalia

Nov. 11, 2016, 5:57 p.m.(2/5/1005 AR)

And all at once we were no more
Slipping through each others fingertips
We were now at odds on distance shores
Because of broken whispers on liars lips

We were once stronger than steel
A bond that would never truly break
Now I find that it was never real
And suffer for that trusting mistake

The lines have been drawn in wayward sand
While we work against the steady stream
We are now forever divided to different lands
While the past becomes but a dream

So I will redefine you, dearest, in my life
And you will continue to hit me with your lies
My head will remain up through this strife
Because this is truly the last of goodbyes

Written By Damon

Nov. 11, 2016, 4:20 p.m.(2/5/1005 AR)

It's finished. I've done it. I've written a damn book.

An entire book.


...Now what?

Written By Isolde

Nov. 11, 2016, 4:09 p.m.(2/5/1005 AR)

* Learn how to not get distracted and want a tree-trimmed outfit. Itchy. Fur.

Written By Isolde

Nov. 11, 2016, 4:08 p.m.(2/5/1005 AR)

To Do List:
* Get a new outfit, Exotic Leather, fir trimmed?
* Get a new outfit, Fireweave (Holy Request)
* Learn how to train my new pet how to rip out the throats of my enemies.
* Host a religious event. Without inciting riots.
* Reprioritize my life
* Actually focus on the important things of life.

Written By Isolde

Nov. 11, 2016, 4:04 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Calypso

Lady General Calypso is a delight. How else can one say it? We have so little in common, but what we do, a determination and passion to protect the ones we love, is transcendant. I haven't played Chess in some time, and hopefully our gaming dates will continue. I might even forgive her brother for running off on some adventure without me, for her sake.

Written By Cicero

Nov. 11, 2016, 2:25 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

A surprise visit
Forgotten promise made good
At least, close enough

Written By Eirene

Nov. 11, 2016, 1:31 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Eos

So strange seeing him again. Brings back a lot of memories and few of them good ones. His wife... I think that was one of the few funerals I actually felt anything other than numbness. He has his scars and only a few of them were ones I could actually help with. I hate having old friends around; gives me something to lose. But still - I'm actually relieved to know there's a warrior I trust at Caly's side.

Written By Donella

Nov. 11, 2016, 1:02 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Abbas

My cousin, the son of Princess Marjory and her foreign traitor prince. I don't know that he is different since returning from his ill-fated voyage to Eurus, but it has made him quieter. It has not made him a less revolting dining partner.

He is as fond of me as he ever was, which, I think, is not very much. Battle tactics and political theory must not have very many similarities. He does not like that I call him "Sea Lion."

Written By Donella

Nov. 11, 2016, 12:48 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Nadia

I am not sure how I managed to convince the Duchess Nightgold that I would make a good addition to her social circle, but apparently I did something. And I have decided that I like her. She is attentive, and engaging, and walking with her opens doors that might otherwise be slammed in my face. Maybe they are afraid of her "dog"?

Written By Eirene

Nov. 11, 2016, 12:29 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

Ships. I had never been on one as long as the journey to Arx. Never again. I'll take an overland caravan before I settle on a boat for any duration that long. I learned how many colors of vomit a sea-sick person can produce. The only highlight was the ships' surgeon and I comparing the best color of infection we've ever seen on a patient. Turns out some sailors get as injured as soldiers, especially after pirates attempt to board. I say attempt because if they are successful there's rarely any sailors left...

Arx is what I had expected. Puffed up sons and daughters of the people who are busy doing all the work back home, here to represent mommy and daddy or big brother or sister, scout out potential spouses, show off how rich they are in flashy clothes... At least Caly isn't displaying any of these nonsensical traits.

There is something on the horizon. Old soldier's intuition. Old. Ha. I'm too young to call myself old. But surrounded by these kids... all my neice and nephew's age... I feel very old indeed. I just hope my being here will help them come out all right when that storm hits.

Written By Donella

Nov. 11, 2016, 12:27 p.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

The capital is a stressful place, so one expects a certain level of anxiety from people who have not lived here their whole lives, or not spent significant time between the walls. I expect excitement to trouble the slumber of the young, and the chill from the wind to trouble the old.

But people speak of their nightmares over meals. Or do not speak of them, yet still sit hollow-eyed. I see heads nodding in chapel. I see yawns from the men on the docks, who have risen early all their lives. The groom was pinching himself, to stay awake.

It is not that they cannot sleep, or that they do not have time. I think it is that they do not want to close their eyes, to greet what they will see.

I may be the only person I know who is sleeping with no particular difficulty, and having only the ordinary sort of dreams. What does that mean?

Written By Nadia

Nov. 11, 2016, 10:40 a.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

“Tears in our wake, never at our wake.” – the old adage of House Thrax, and words the Reavers echoed back to Prince Abbas and I before we witnessed a horror unlike either of us had ever seen before. I’ve waged war against the most depraved of Abandoned, seen all manner of gore with my own eyes – all of that paled in comparison to what we uncovered.

I’ll spare you the details, and myself of having to relive it so soon. From the depths, comes courage - and for that, we dug deep.

Written By Juliet

Nov. 11, 2016, 9:21 a.m.(2/4/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Max

The Count Darkwater and I got off to a rocky start. By the third time we met... Well. I was unimpressed, to say the least.


The fourth time, he called me out on leaving him behind. So I explained to him why, in excruciating detail. I think I shocked poor Princess Natalia - I've strived to be nice since I came to Arx, after all.

I am pleased to say that the Count rose above what I expected of him. I am pleased to say that he appears to be a fine man, despite my initial impressions.

Perhaps we will make fine friends still. And I'll watch him be a proper Rake.

Written By Aldwin

Nov. 11, 2016, 7:49 a.m.(2/3/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Fortunato

A talented artist and an old friend.

Written By Joscelin

Nov. 11, 2016, 2:11 a.m.(2/3/1005 AR)

We haven't had a real meeting as a guild, not since I've joined, which makes sense for a lot of reasons.

Lazarus Mercier and I are looking to remedy this with the brunch tomorrow. I'm looking forward to getting my friends and peers in the same room. I so often see them on their own, in their stores or in my shop as happenstance or a brief 'hello' and a chat about how they're doing.

Getting them in the same place, however, has been a bit like herding cats. But that's nothing new.

Gods. Dreams.

Written By Gisele

Nov. 11, 2016, 1:02 a.m.(2/3/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Aldwin

When we were very small we called him Pop-pop. Now to the world he's the Archscholar. Sometimes I can respect his vows and see him in that light. But then he sends me silver so I can buy a cloak, and not catch a chill, and nevermind I'm a woman grown.

Thank you, Poppop.

Written By Ianthe

Nov. 10, 2016, 4:38 p.m.(2/2/1005 AR)

I don't sleep very well anymore. Not since setting foot in the city. Too many bad dreams.

Sometimes, I dream of the sea. I can feel the salt spray in my face and hear the waves crashing against the shore. I wake up from them with a longing so profound that it takes my breath away.

Most nights, I dream of shadows. I dream of darkness all around me and the taste of blood in my mouth. These are the dreams that drive me to whiskey. Lately, they come no matter how booze-soaked my sleep is.

Then, there is the rare night that my dreams are different. I dream of dancing with a pirate lord on an island in the middle of a viper-filled sea. I dream of riding a tide that consumes me utterly, but rushes back out to the sea far too soon.

It's a dream that I would not mind having again.

Written By Dominique

Nov. 10, 2016, 3:15 p.m.(2/1/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Valkieri

Acquaintance

Lord Sour Grapes

Written By Calypso

Nov. 10, 2016, 12:29 p.m.(2/1/1005 AR)

Relationship Note on Isolde

I had been meaning to meet with Princess Isolde for some time now and as it happens the stars aligned and we were both free for a glass of wine last night. I know my brother is rather fond of her so I wanted to extend to her the hospitality of our house. All in all I find her to be a rather enchanting woman. She smiles easily and laughs just so, but I find her unafraid of talking about heavier topics just as easily. The duality in her is intriguing. But most of all, her passion is inspiring. I find myself drawn to people of passion, those who have a cause to believe in and press strongly for it. I can see us becoming close over the coming months and I do hope that happens.

Written By Gibson

Nov. 10, 2016, 12:02 p.m.(2/1/1005 AR)

I was invited to meet for tea, and I feel the need to put out a public service message on why one should never invite any others to tea. On a scale of 1 to 10, I found that tea itself rarely wants to be met and scores a 1 on the Misanthropic Beverage Scale. In fact, as all beverages go, they are perhaps the most reticent when it comes to all forms of human contact, and this is why when ingested tea shows little if no desire to make those partaking feel a pleasant buzz or warmth, as can be associated with beer (a 7!) wine, (an 8!) or Rotgut From The North Used To Clean Rust Off Of Swords (a solid 10!). As such, I strongly recommend any and all to not alienate their beverage and instead opt for the friendlier varieties.

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