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Written By Aiden

April 17, 2017, 6:58 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

<The hand writing is accompanied by the drops of wine>

Now life has pushed me to my knees
And pressed my face into the dirt
I hear your screaming in my ear
I feel your sadness in my chest
It's hard to hold back all these tears
When I know that you are in despair
And after all I've done to protect you
It seems all I've done
is let you down

Again and again I continue to fail you
Again and again I have proven myself
To be no more than a scared, foolish child
Why is it that every time I try to do right
I end up doing something wrong
I made a promise to you
That no matter what I'd be there
Now I see it would be better if I just left
And never came back

Written By Ariel

April 17, 2017, 6:48 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Moves to fast
Will this feeling last
My heart shattering
These feelings unflattering
Begging for him to forgive
Something I am unsure he will give
Wishing I could give it back
Sadly no way for time to back track

Written By Eirene

April 17, 2017, 6:33 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

**As reported by Eirene's aide Carissa**

Tell him I'd fucking LOVE to come by, before I go crazy from work and start talking to my surgical instruments. I have to go wash the blood off first...

**Message delivered**
I could use a bit of time away from my duties to care for my own health. Shall I call on you then?

Written By Eirene

April 17, 2017, 6:28 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

I can write poetry too, as seems to be the trend these days in people's journals.


Blood comes out red.
Bruises turn blue.
I'm too busy working.
So all of you can fuck off and go do something more productive with your time.


I never said I was good at poetry.

Written By Ailys

April 17, 2017, 6:08 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Ainsley

Thank you for keeping my head level, I will not disappoint you.

Written By Ailys

April 17, 2017, 6:07 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Brier

I had ordered some armor, I hope to see it finished soon. Anticipation awaits.

Written By Ailys

April 17, 2017, 6:05 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Aiden

Why would you even say that to me. My heart breaks, but I know that tears and fights can not be seen by those that look up to us.

Written By Edward

April 17, 2017, 3:53 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Who knew that scents could be so distracting.

Written By Muiryn

April 17, 2017, 3:09 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Aleksei

Cocksure show pony, and there has to be a better use for his mouth than that constant bloody talking. Still, I'll give it to him, might actually get me thinking otherwise on the Faith.

It's a big, and unlikely 'might'.

No fun in telling him that, mind.

Written By Shadow

April 17, 2017, 2:54 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Dulcinea

~Written in Northlands Shav~

I met this woman when aboard the bringer ship. She doesn't much like me and that is fine. I find myself that I would rather the company of rabid squirrels or feral cats than hers. Shavtastic, I mean who speaks like that? Calls someone that.. Fuck this place and its people confuses me.

Written By Aiden

April 17, 2017, 2:03 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Good things that happened to me:
- I sat by the river with a good friend and enjoyed a peaceful day. I invited her to come to the theatre with me.
- I was invited to dinner by a lady who wishes to know me more after we danced. Maybe we can be friends.
- I discovered this city is full of would be heroes!
- I was given a precious gift and token by a good friend.
- I managed to get a shirt for Master Calaudrin, it was silk. Worth every silver.
- I rewarded Lord Killian as he asked of me.
- I accepted Lord Tobias' request.
- I learned what type of individual Master Sparte is. One should look to him for aid, for he asks nothing in return.
- Princess Valencia has allowed me to host the Tribute to my saviors at the Golden Hart.
- I trained an ocelot, best session yet. (72xp rolled)
- Lord Edward gave me sage advice.

Bad Things:
- I had a hard time during a social tournament. I embarrassed myself.
- I was held by knife point, robbed, stabbed, and humiliated. Because I allowed myself to be thus, the man's death is on my conscience.
- I got angry at Lord Edward. I am sorry Lord Edward.
- I am so confused.

Written By Artorius

April 17, 2017, 1:46 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

I participated in Silas's moral event, the 'Fight Night' and to my surprise won the event and was called 'Supreme Champion of the first Fight Night'. It was a great deal of good, as it allowed me to test my skills and further develop my training.

I faced the likes of Sparte, Lady Dulcinea, the Dame Serafine (who I have most recently became friends with, out of admiration or mutual respect I have yet to decide) and I managed to defeat them all. They are more than worthy fighters, capable of great things.

I would love to face them again, not only for the benefit of my own training, but for the mere joy of battling them. After all, they say you don't really know someone until you've crossed swords with them.

It was a good decision to participate. I must say, I missed my Rubicund greatsword....it was heavier than the iron sword I used. It felt strange.

Written By Artorius

April 17, 2017, 1:41 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Dulcinea

Entered a brief altercation with the Lady Dulcinea.

She was rather displeased with me calling her 'selfish'. It was all done in jest mind you, thankfully, she appears to have forgiven me.

the Lady is a good shot with a bow, as when we had faced each other at the 'Fight Night' hosted by Silas, she was able to win a few blows on me, despite my victory.

It was fun, I would like to face her again sometime, except maybe without her ire this time.

Written By Dulcinea

April 17, 2017, 12:46 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Artorius

Dear Me,

I believe Lord Artorius "Artie" Malvici has earned forgiveness for so horribly mistreating me. He was most apologetic and hangdog at the "Fight Night."

There's little I appreciate more than abject groveling.

Besides, if we are no longer friends, I cannot call him "Artie", and that would be tragic.

Love and Vindication,

Me

Written By Dulcinea

April 17, 2017, 12:34 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Relationship Note on Percephon

Dear Me,

Someone doesn't love me any longer.

I shan't mention names, but it rhymes with Dercephon.

I am very sad.

Love and Neglect,

Me

Written By Dulcinea

April 17, 2017, 12:33 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Dear Me,

Sir Silas's "Fight Night" was delightful. Who knew being beaten black and blue and bleeding copiously could be such fun? I mean, aside from killing bringers. And other things.

My goodness. Perhaps I'm bloodthirsty!

I wonder if this requires I rethink my spring wardrobe. Certainly ribbons don't say, "I shall spill your steaming entrails."

...I'm not entirely sure a tailor would understand.

I simply must see Josie. She knows everything.

Love and Savagery,

Me

Written By Joscelin

April 17, 2017, 12:06 p.m.(4/16/1006 AR)

Another crafter, gone.



I hope someone will be able to tell me how.

Written By Marius

April 17, 2017, 11:25 a.m.(4/15/1006 AR)

“Untamed and Unconquered.”

That is the motto of House Greenmarch. That is the motto of everyone in our care. From the housewife who snatches up a kitchen knife in defense of her family in the middle of a surprise raid, to the warrior who stands alone in the gap against the horde, this motto is seared into our very marrow.

“Untamed and Unconquered.” We mean it literally.

I am certain, before this crisis is over, Brand and his demon horde will hear those words in their nightmares.

Written By Thena

April 17, 2017, 11:25 a.m.(4/15/1006 AR)

I was on the walls when the message from Brand came in. Then I left. Fuck that guy. I'm not sure what else there is to say about that.

Magpie took me for a sail after that and asked some pertinent questions to which I feel I had no good answers. I barely know what I'm doing here. I'm as surprised as anyone else.

Written By Ariel

April 17, 2017, 10:59 a.m.(4/15/1006 AR)

I enjoy my dance
Gracefully turning upon a chance
The thrill of my turn and spin
I long for it again and again
He make with to sing
Even if about the most random things
Watching as I play violin
I felt my emotions swell from within
My heart races when I am around you
A feeling so wonderful and new
How nervous I am surprises me
And I know it be something you can occasionally see
My faltering of composure
As we talk about the enclosure
Filled with healing winged friends
Something I wish to help you tend
Just seeing you smile
Makes everything worthwhile

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