Written By Juliet
Dec. 27, 2016, 8:10 a.m.(7/1/1005 AR)
For those lost, I will weep.
For those who returned, I am grateful.
For those who returned, I am grateful.
Written By Julea
Dec. 27, 2016, 7:16 a.m.(7/1/1005 AR)
Even working and reworking the edge of the Rubicund blade, putting everything I had into it. Using all of my resources and finances, well beyond what was paid for it, and I still could not produce a blade of suitable quality for the Nighthawk.
And it feels something like a metaphor for my time in Arx. It's not working out. I don't fit in here with all the fancy nobles and their family ties. Despite there being a city full of people, I have never felt more alone.
Few people seem to see me. Those that do, I appreciate, but it is fleeting and never enough to develop into anything. A couple of days ago, mid-conversation with me, the Antelope walked off with someone else, without even so much as a goodbye.
I had thought Church a friend, and ally or at the very least, might of eventually become one. But instead, I find that I am little more than an annoying and unwanted pest, buzzing around in the hopes of it becoming such.
I think my time in Arx is up, better to leave it to those more suited to its climate, like the Aardvark.
And it feels something like a metaphor for my time in Arx. It's not working out. I don't fit in here with all the fancy nobles and their family ties. Despite there being a city full of people, I have never felt more alone.
Few people seem to see me. Those that do, I appreciate, but it is fleeting and never enough to develop into anything. A couple of days ago, mid-conversation with me, the Antelope walked off with someone else, without even so much as a goodbye.
I had thought Church a friend, and ally or at the very least, might of eventually become one. But instead, I find that I am little more than an annoying and unwanted pest, buzzing around in the hopes of it becoming such.
I think my time in Arx is up, better to leave it to those more suited to its climate, like the Aardvark.
Written By Lianne
Dec. 27, 2016, 3:46 a.m.(7/1/1005 AR)
Not every problem can be solved with rigorous study.
Not every problem is mine to solve.
Not every problem is mine to solve.
Written By Belladonna
Dec. 27, 2016, 3:38 a.m.(7/1/1005 AR)
I am mystified by the number of meetings I have had over the last few weeks that consisted solely of some variation on 'can we be friends? no, no reason, just want to be friends, yay being friends'.
Is someone spreading a rumor that I am consuming the souls of those I do not like, again? It really is bothersome to have to put these fires out.
Is someone spreading a rumor that I am consuming the souls of those I do not like, again? It really is bothersome to have to put these fires out.
Written By Serafine
Dec. 27, 2016, 2:39 a.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
Four rounds in the Training Center, a winning streak that was an interesting mix. Even a little perplexing.
Written By Olivia
Dec. 27, 2016, 2:01 a.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Killian
Apparently, he's my cousin. Well, obviously he's my cousin. I did not immediately recognize him, but that is hardly my fault. So far, I don't dislike the man. He's friendly and his company is enjoyable. It's lovely being surrounded by family.
Written By Darren
Dec. 27, 2016, 1:41 a.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
Sometimes the glimmer of sunlight on a sea of black is exactly what one needs to stay centered and fly right.
The world may be turned upside down .. but that memory will stay with me, to remind me that some things are still right.
The world may be turned upside down .. but that memory will stay with me, to remind me that some things are still right.
Written By Cai
Dec. 27, 2016, 1:01 a.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Serafine
06/28/1005
And then there are times where I feel very young and so much yet to learn.
I won't lie and say that being beaten by someone younger than you is a little frustrating.
On the other side, it gives me pride knowing that that things are in good hands
And then there are times where I feel very young and so much yet to learn.
I won't lie and say that being beaten by someone younger than you is a little frustrating.
On the other side, it gives me pride knowing that that things are in good hands
Written By Cai
Dec. 27, 2016, 1 a.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Tristram
06/28/1005
Made me feel old, like I had learned all there is to know about the sword.
But the young Prince is an archer. he will need to find the balance he seeks with the blade. I can teach him what I know and hope it will be enough.
Made me feel old, like I had learned all there is to know about the sword.
But the young Prince is an archer. he will need to find the balance he seeks with the blade. I can teach him what I know and hope it will be enough.
Written By Silas
Dec. 27, 2016, 12:25 a.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Anze
He beat me!
I must have a dent in my armor or something.
I kid - he's good and duly receives my admiration and praise.
I must have a dent in my armor or something.
I kid - he's good and duly receives my admiration and praise.
Written By Alis
Dec. 26, 2016, 10:09 p.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
It never gets easier.
The largest part of me hopes that he is right, as it should never be easy to make a choice that will most likely end in death for the people under your command.
But gods, the parts of me that hurt right now wish it weren't the case. I know I'd have to make the same choices again and it makes me want to drown myself in a bottle of whiskey. Am I really cut out for this?
The largest part of me hopes that he is right, as it should never be easy to make a choice that will most likely end in death for the people under your command.
But gods, the parts of me that hurt right now wish it weren't the case. I know I'd have to make the same choices again and it makes me want to drown myself in a bottle of whiskey. Am I really cut out for this?
Written By Niamh
Dec. 26, 2016, 9:18 p.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
When Princess Alis and High Lord Edain first informed me of the beast that traveled towards the Greenwood, I knew there had to be an effort to stop it. I am thankful that the Princess allowed me to join that effort, and to bring Fiachra. What foul efforts were born from the death of the Legate of Concepts have been put to rets, and that monstrosity will no longer bother the denizens of the Oathlands.
To those who stood toe to toe with the demon, I salute you and your courage. Princess Alis Valardin, Princes Anze Redrain, Duke Leo Fidante, Lady Eirene Malvici, and Lord Fiachra Greenmarch. It was an honor to fight that creature beside you.
Of the Knights of Valardin that met us and went with us, I will say this as they deserve mention as well. You held. You took your orders from your superior and you kept the shav'arvani from coming at us from behind. Your death had meaning; your sacrifice had purpose; your lives will not be forgotten.
To those who stood toe to toe with the demon, I salute you and your courage. Princess Alis Valardin, Princes Anze Redrain, Duke Leo Fidante, Lady Eirene Malvici, and Lord Fiachra Greenmarch. It was an honor to fight that creature beside you.
Of the Knights of Valardin that met us and went with us, I will say this as they deserve mention as well. You held. You took your orders from your superior and you kept the shav'arvani from coming at us from behind. Your death had meaning; your sacrifice had purpose; your lives will not be forgotten.
Written By Aldwin
Dec. 26, 2016, 9:07 p.m.(6/28/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Gisele
She finally decided to take her vows as a Disciple of Vellichor. It is a life I always thought would be fitting for her. Her contributions of late show me further that it's her path.
Written By Cai
Dec. 26, 2016, 5:54 p.m.(6/27/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Eirene
06/27/1005
In my time training people, it always tends to be the most stubborn of students that seem to be the best ones. It was true then, as it was with young Fiachra as it is now. They may not want to listen, but when they do, they give your full attention, and are better for it in the process.
It is no different with the Lady Malvici. She has talent. I wish her luck on her mission and hope that my advice helps her in her efforts.
In my time training people, it always tends to be the most stubborn of students that seem to be the best ones. It was true then, as it was with young Fiachra as it is now. They may not want to listen, but when they do, they give your full attention, and are better for it in the process.
It is no different with the Lady Malvici. She has talent. I wish her luck on her mission and hope that my advice helps her in her efforts.
Written By Alis
Dec. 26, 2016, 4:59 p.m.(6/27/1005 AR)
It appears that my trusty warhorse will have to remain here in Arx. My brother has asked I bring Sir Arugula instead, and I would not deny either he or Sir A that request. In his full battle armor, he looks proud and resplendent and eager for battle. I know he will protect me as fiercely as my own brother would were he there fighting by my side. Should the strangeness of the area begin to bother him, I will send him back to the ferry to wait for us. He is a loyal and trustworthy steed, and I know he will be there.
We've planned and gone over strategy, gathered everything we imagine we could possibly need, prayed and attended blessing ceremonies, and even said our 'see you soon's' to our loved ones. We can do this, and we will return victorious. It may be a minor victory, but every victory against the dark counts.
We've planned and gone over strategy, gathered everything we imagine we could possibly need, prayed and attended blessing ceremonies, and even said our 'see you soon's' to our loved ones. We can do this, and we will return victorious. It may be a minor victory, but every victory against the dark counts.
Written By Valencia
Dec. 26, 2016, 4:28 p.m.(6/27/1005 AR)
Confused. Despite great temptation I find myself holding back when I wish to offer so much more. Perplexing and vexing all at the same time.
Perhaps I am being too cautious, though why I cannot say. Then again, perhaps it is wiser to not let one's passions run so recklessly wild. Lately, that seems to only invite trouble. Then again....
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Perhaps I am being too cautious, though why I cannot say. Then again, perhaps it is wiser to not let one's passions run so recklessly wild. Lately, that seems to only invite trouble. Then again....
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Written By Bethany
Dec. 26, 2016, 2:57 p.m.(6/27/1005 AR)
Who has been the kindness in your life?
How were they kind to you?
Often, do you consider their actions in your daily life?
Alas, these are only odd questions that I find myself posing.
Really.
Eventually, I should answer them myself.
They - then - the citizens of Arx would follow suit.
How were they kind to you?
Often, do you consider their actions in your daily life?
Alas, these are only odd questions that I find myself posing.
Really.
Eventually, I should answer them myself.
They - then - the citizens of Arx would follow suit.
Written By Percephon
Dec. 26, 2016, 1:58 p.m.(6/27/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Khanne
I'd heard stories of the Ancient Stones in the northern part of the city, and during my investigation I had the good forture to run into one Lady Khanne Halfshav. A more calm and collected woman with an open mind I've yet to meet. Her intriguing beliefs and desire to learn and share will lead to many stories shared between the two of us, I do hope.
Written By Lianne
Dec. 26, 2016, 1:07 p.m.(6/27/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Sigurd
Further, I am particularly grateful for the grace and good cheer with which Lord Sigurd endured my relentless questions about his companion. Most would not weather such curiosity so well.
Written By Lianne
Dec. 26, 2016, 12:57 p.m.(6/27/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Cassius
Lord Cassius,
I will say 'thank you,' for there was more than duty done. You and yours proved insightful, kind and capable. I was never made to feel out of place.
However, if you mean to challenge me further by extending invitation to all and sundry on my behalf, it is only fair that one of us make clear that I require a compelling puzzle to be coaxed into either the wilds or pants. Ours remains unsolved.
Lady Lianne Pravus
I will say 'thank you,' for there was more than duty done. You and yours proved insightful, kind and capable. I was never made to feel out of place.
However, if you mean to challenge me further by extending invitation to all and sundry on my behalf, it is only fair that one of us make clear that I require a compelling puzzle to be coaxed into either the wilds or pants. Ours remains unsolved.
Lady Lianne Pravus
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