Written By Morrighan
Dec. 25, 2016, 10:51 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Sigurd
Written By Bethany
Dec. 25, 2016, 10:40 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
* Curious, wondering if the blending of teas and creation of wines are not too dissimilar from chemicals - things all exact, involved, experimenting until the desired result is obtained. Received feedback from J., S., and B. Waiting to hear from M concerning new product.
(Shall I bring you some of my lavender tea, scholar? I'm told it is quite soothing.)
* My mind, my energies, have been frenetic. Eyes heavy with sleep. My steps prowling and restless. I am focused in my work, yes, but I am aimless in regard to the rest of it. I require sleep and perhaps time to consider my next steps.
(You cannot have it all, despite wanting it.)
* Despite uncertainties, I do enjoy meeting those new citizens of Arx - noble and commoner alike. Watching is interesting. Asking questions and learning about where they have come from, what brings them here. Some, yes, are more truthful than others.
* Silas sent me a letter, about --
(Pardon. I will not detail it here, scholar. I am finished now.)
Written By Cassius
Dec. 25, 2016, 10:40 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Lord Cassius Nightgold, KoS
Written By Hadrian
Dec. 25, 2016, 10:24 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Written By Julea
Dec. 25, 2016, 10:20 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
I miss having friends, family and allies. I miss not having to worry about which noble I'm going to offend next. What lies are being spread. And who is next going to berate me. Perhaps if I just stay inside my forge, or in the boroughs I can avoid it.
Written By Hadrian
Dec. 25, 2016, 10:06 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
I think she knew before I even told her, or perhaps she is better at pretending than I thought. So I remain a 'bachelor', but marriage and relationships are not on the forefront of my mind. Especially in these dark times, where demons are found real, elves want war, and I've only just returned to the ward. Yet it's interesting; all these outside threats, and the game of politics is still the same.
Game on.
Written By Percephon
Dec. 25, 2016, 9:53 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Bethany
Written By Garza
Dec. 25, 2016, 9:50 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Halsim
Written By Garza
Dec. 25, 2016, 9:47 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Lyiana
Written By Garza
Dec. 25, 2016, 9:45 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Leta
I'm hoping the Captain General nabs her. She'll be a good addition.
Written By Aurora
Dec. 25, 2016, 9:32 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Valery
Written By Niccolo
Dec. 25, 2016, 9:16 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Donella
Written By Sudara
Dec. 25, 2016, 9:08 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Written By Bethany
Dec. 25, 2016, 8:57 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Percephon
Written By Barric
Dec. 25, 2016, 8:51 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Silas
Written By Khanne
Dec. 25, 2016, 8:27 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
It is rather difficult though to try to define what love is. In ways, I believe it is an intellectual connection before it is a matter of the heart. Though, I have seen some that would appear to feel it first with body and perhaps not at all with mind. There are those who seem to act no different towards the one they claim to love than they would any other good friend or family member. Then, there are those who seem rather fickle, their care moving from one to another as fast as a bolt of lightning striking from the sky. After some time contemplating it and even speaking with others on the topic, I believe that it is entirely different for each person. This makes no ones definition of love wrong, even if it does not adhere to what others believe it is or should be. It is right for that individual, and they need just find those who are like-minded, understanding, or one or the both must compromise.
I cannot even imagine what it feels like to be in love with another; passionately, intimately, romantically in love. One person recently told me it is a rather exquisite sort of pain. It was described as a longing to be near, an aching when you are not, and should it end, a pain so deep and cutting it might as well be physical. This, to me, does not seem like something I would hope to feel. Pain is what I accept in battle, it is a necessity in training, it can feel good, make one feel alive... but should I ever allow myself to feel love, I do not think that is how I will feel it. And perhaps that is the key, should I ever allow myself. I certainly am not looking for it, and am not even sure I would recognize it if it found me. I am curious though, as I am about many things. Perhaps I shall continue my observations....
Written By Sigurd
Dec. 25, 2016, 8:15 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Audric
Far from being upset, it just teaches me a lesson about dealing with Sellswords. I actually kind of like this man, perhaps I will hire him in the future.
Written By Anze
Dec. 25, 2016, 8:14 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
At least blades are never confusing, I should just focus on that.
Written By Sigurd
Dec. 25, 2016, 8:11 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
Relationship Note on Aurora
Written By Fortunato
Dec. 25, 2016, 7:38 p.m.(6/25/1005 AR)
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