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Written By Shard

Aug. 18, 2019, 2:41 a.m.(9/3/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Cambria

I'm going to have to agree with Valdemar. The one person I've hated more than anyone else, at any point in my life, I started hating before I understood what that word even meant. The day he dies will be a very, very good day.

Written By Reese

Aug. 17, 2019, 10:39 p.m.(9/3/1011 AR)

I was very honored that Lady Delia and Mistress Ronja came as my guests to the Grayson dinners. Lou (not calling her a princess as is her wish) continues have such a warming spirit of adventure. It is very inspiring to hear her speak.

Reese

Written By Valencia

Aug. 17, 2019, 10:24 p.m.(9/3/1011 AR)

It can be so easy to hate when we are hurt and in pain.

Even easier to lash out at others to cause harm and distress.

I have noticed that some find succor and even pleasure in causing pain to others. Some with delight and joyful disdain, others unintentionally. Perhaps acting more out of instinct or blinded by emotions that they might in less heated or less volatile times might

But it never really helps in the end, does it?

Those hungry ghosts of pain, fear and anger are always needing more to stay at bay. And so, some find themselves seeking to cause more and more harm in an effort to ease their own awful feelings.

Perhaps they are blind to the hurts they case. Perhaps they have become slaves to the feeling of power that comes with such things. Perhaps they are trapped and have no way to escape. Perhaps they do not care. Who is to say?

It pains me to see someone come to this fate, though perhaps not as much as it pains me to see the harm that is caused to others because of it.

~~~<~<@

Written By Lysander

Aug. 17, 2019, 10:17 p.m.(9/3/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Quenia

I can only hope to see that your event brings out all the best artists. The value of beauty is immeasurable.

Written By Artur

Aug. 17, 2019, 10:09 p.m.(9/3/1011 AR)

I was looking at some of the journals earlier - and saw one stating a lady's intent to marry. The artwork was interesting, but I found it an admirable entry. It's brave to put yourself out there like that. I wish her luck. But it made me pause and chuckle as I thought of my own situation. As it stands, my only reasons to marry would be to better Redrain somehow. A landed lady that could not find a husband otherwise, or really needs Redrain's help. Or just something we can't do without.

No, Gwenna, you getting a unicorn is not something we can do without.

But I know that mother is always going to be curious about me on that front. For now, Gwenna's married, and I'm waiting for her to give me some nieces and nephews to happily spoil. So, get on that, sis.

(Mother sends her love.)

Written By Artur

Aug. 17, 2019, 9:46 p.m.(9/3/1011 AR)

On Crows.

Caw cries the crow.
'Shut up' I mutter low.
The crow calls again.
I feel my blood boiling then.
The crow is joined by another.
Over my face I attempt to use my pillow to smother.
Another caw another cry.
And I could not sleep so I sigh.

Written By Valdemar

Aug. 17, 2019, 8:11 p.m.(9/2/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Cambria

I would have to disagree, based on my own experiences. There is at least one person still alive out there that I hate with every fiber of my being. And I never loved that person before, not even for a second. The best I could ever say about them was that I was indifferent, and that indifference did not last long.

Written By Cambria

Aug. 17, 2019, 4:25 p.m.(9/2/1011 AR)

We should all be willing to know ourselves, and therefore learn that virtue and vice within us are frequently commingled.

Written By Cambria

Aug. 17, 2019, 3:58 p.m.(9/2/1011 AR)

Bravery does not by itself make an act better, because bravery in pursuit of an evil end is not a virtue but a multiplier of vice.

Written By Monique

Aug. 17, 2019, 2:06 p.m.(9/2/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Malcolm

Truly, a Patron without peer. He spoils me. But he also acts as a moral lodestone, naturally drawing me down paths that I might not have otherwise chosen.

Written By Monique

Aug. 17, 2019, 2:03 p.m.(9/2/1011 AR)

Tomorrow is the last day for entries into the Gilded Page's Literary Competition! Which means the next day I have the honor of releasing the entries for reading and voting. My excitement knows no bounds! I've had small bookcases made at Highway Robbery to house the sets for purchase and of course, for those who wish to read the entries and vote but cannot afford a set of their own, there will be a special bookcase in the front room of the Page containing copies for reading and returning.

Written By Cambria

Aug. 17, 2019, 12:49 p.m.(9/2/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Vanora

Maybe it is by virtue of being Lycene, or even an adherent of the 13th, but I do not think you can truly hate someone without having loved them first.

Written By Athaur

Aug. 17, 2019, 9:34 a.m.(9/2/1011 AR)

I can not speak for all Prodigals, nor can I speak for all Shav'avrani. I do feel kinship with them all, since I too am a Prodigal and have lived my life as a Shav'avrani. But what I can do is speak for my people, as the Count of Riva and the Chief of the Rivenshari.

We are neither better nor worse then any other member of The Compact. To say otherwise is deeply insulting. We are our own people with our faults and strengths just as any of you. But deep down we are just people. We have our own culture and families that spread as far back as we can remember. Our own history. We have done great things and we have done terrible things.

We seek just one thing, to be treated as equals.

Yes, we have our differences that may be unsettling. That some may point to as our unwillingness to 'assimilate to the Compact and it's ways. I would argue that each House has it's own traditions and practices that make them unique. Just because ours are not what you are used too does not mean that we are not dedicated to you, Our new friends and allies.

And we are dedicated. We have made this commitment to the Compact. We have embraced you and strive to help. We have worked, celebrated, and even died for you.

Embrace us as we have embraced you

Written By Raimon

Aug. 17, 2019, 8:43 a.m.(9/1/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Vega

My wife is a blessing

Written By Dante

Aug. 17, 2019, 6:50 a.m.(9/1/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Maja

From the joy you found in my name, Darling Starling, it is clear that I must bow to your will and that of Princess Saoirse. Dante Fidante I shall ever be.

I believe I feel a poem coming on!

Written By Arcadia

Aug. 17, 2019, 6:15 a.m.(9/1/1011 AR)

Relationship Note on Sabella

Princess Sabella and Prince Niklas are now easily my favorite Graysons.

Both have sent me food. Platters of cheese and cake. While my companions of the morning did not appreciate my ability to snack on cheese, cake and the anchovies I was already snacking on, I do thank the couple for the kindness and generosit.The food was delicious.

Written By Svoli

Aug. 17, 2019, 4:44 a.m.(9/1/1011 AR)

**a poorly drawn picture of a horse in profile acts as something of a header**

I don't keep journals generally. It seems impossible to imagine anyone wrapping their mind around the way mine works, or thinking I am particularly insightful. But as these things count as something of a public record, so I will say, I am looking to marry out into another house, so if you're looking for that sort of thing, let me know.

svoli

Written By Svoli

Aug. 17, 2019, 4:44 a.m.(9/1/1011 AR)

**a poorly drawn picture of a horse in profile acts as something of a header**

I don't keep journals generally. It seems impossible to imagine anyone wrapping their mind around the way mine works, or thinking I am particularly insightful. But as these things count as something of a public record, so I will say, I am looking to marry out into another house, so if you're looking for that sort of thing, let me know.

svoli

Written By Vanora

Aug. 17, 2019, 2:30 a.m.(9/1/1011 AR)

Whoever does not observe as I do, how love and hate...much like wrath and tenderness...or despair and hope...live on two sides of a thin coin...

Well I cannot call them wrong, they have experienced things I have not, they know the world differently.

Yet I'd be hard pressed to see anything else, by this point.

Written By Selene

Aug. 17, 2019, 12:24 a.m.(9/1/1011 AR)

I have been looking through fog and mist for a proof, and it falls into my hands.

It is the intent that matters, and everything wraps around the purpose. Will focuses the intention. Make what you desire happen, a simple statement taken so much for granted.

Now make it be.

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