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Written By Aureth

Feb. 10, 2019, 9:18 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Stand beneath the moon and see how it paints the world. The colors fade from life and all is black and white and gray and silver, and in the hush under the stars, each new breath has a flavor of possibility to it.

Each choice may bring you to a crossroads, and each may come as a new beginning.

Written By Miranda

Feb. 10, 2019, 9:16 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Domonico

Could you? And just when had that opportunity arisen?

You could never truly take advantage like that... You are far too disciplined and honorable...

Written By Monique

Feb. 10, 2019, 8:10 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

I had a teacher once (and when I say teacher, I do not mean the traditional Scholar, but rather a fellow traveler in the education of life) who taught me that hatred is only the coward's revenge for being intimidated. And rather than build walls against hatred, tis far better to build bridges over it, that you will not be blinded by it. So I do not hate, but seek to build bridges and welcome any and all who would do likewise.

Written By Malcolm

Feb. 10, 2019, 8:08 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Tried to go to some of these fancy parties. I bought the fancy clothes to go to these fancy parties. I think the clothes are keen, being the best things I've ever owned in my whole life. Food and drink like I never have had. Watching all those that're my peers flock and gather and talk and have a good time. Everyone looks so fine - everything seems perfect. I don't know if I'm ever going to get comfortable doing that.

Until then, I'm still not too sure about these parties.

Written By Cambria

Feb. 10, 2019, 8:03 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

A strange coldness has settled upon me - the monolithic selfishness of which only children and madmen are sometimes capable.

Written By Malcolm

Feb. 10, 2019, 7:55 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Gods, Scholar, it's crazy - the more I learn while being Duke, the more I wonder how in the Thirteen I managed to have survived this long. Thankfully, it seems that I've started to make some real good folk along the way. I'm hopeful that some will even call me friend with some more timend conversations. That's important, isn't it? The connections we make, the allies, adds to our strength.

Even our enemies, I guess, because at least then they give someone a focus, right?

Written By Malcolm

Feb. 10, 2019, 7:43 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Would you write it down -- oh, yeah, that's fine. I'll take a seat if you do, Scholar, and you've got some time.

As much time as anyone else has, I guess.

Nah, I haven't been one for keeping up with the Journals of late. There's only a couple that I ask to read on any kind of regular basis, and even then -- I don't know what I'm learning aside from getting that peek into their thoughts. And even though I was pretty good for keeping up with my Journals when I was younger, then the days of headed all over happened and I started to maybe hope that Simon was the one doing all the writing down. Yeah, yeah. I know that's against what I been taught in order to respect Vellichor, I made up for it when I could. I think everyone has a thought on these foreign delegations, right? I do too, and the answer's the simplest one. The one that makes us free. Yeah, that same line of thinking applies to the Shav'arvani and Thralls. Everyone deserves freedom. Or, the freedom to make their own damned choices.

Written By Sudara

Feb. 10, 2019, 7:41 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

One of the more delightful surprises in my recent past came in the form of Cerdensulathara: a prodigal of quite remarkable erudition, who is possessed of an enthusiasm for teaching. And who has hitherto had nothing whatsoever to do with the Truesworn, so I think I am safe from accusations of self-promotion in my praise of her. I have hopes of conducting continuing exchanges of lore and learning, but have already benefited appreciably from her insight into matters of larger-scale economics. Acquiring something more dependable than my pre-existing knack for numbers and degree of optimism seemed long-overdue, so that I might better protect my followers' fortunes.

Written By Kaia

Feb. 10, 2019, 7:28 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

In the past few days I had the pleasure of making new friends and acquaintances.

I've grown quite fond of both the princess Liara Grayson; and the Lord Martino Malvici.

I suppose I could describe her as my newest friend; and him as my most recent infatuation.

They are both such great human beings.

Written By Leola

Feb. 10, 2019, 5:30 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Karadoc

I have proved unable to stop Lord Karadoc Saik showering me with gifts.

Count-Consort Karadoc Tessere has proved even more intractable.

Written By Shae

Feb. 10, 2019, 5:13 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Today I find myself missing Eirlys, wishing to just be able to speak to her about anything and everything. Perhaps I will wander over to the Valardin Manor, and see Fia. And play with little Eirlys some, too. Maybe even talk Alis into giving me some more riding lessons, or some linguistics lessons instead.

Written By Leola

Feb. 10, 2019, 4:58 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Alarissa

I was pleased to speak with Her Grace, Princess Alarissa regarding her upcoming journey. We discussed many behaviors and the details that the common folk of the Compact, especially those outside the walls of Arx, care for deeply. I also helped her braid hair. It is an essential skill for any young woman setting off on her own for a time.

Written By Athaur

Feb. 10, 2019, 3:27 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Why yes. I think that went surprisingly well!

Written By Ouida

Feb. 10, 2019, 3:23 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Though this particular duty and the shape it would take was spoken of and the expectation made quite clear to all three of us from the time I can first remember, and I have seen and indirectly reaped the benefits of it done well by all accounts, in both attention to oath and generosity, though it is good and expected and exciting in many ways of its own merit...

There is still something that feels quite perilous in entrusting one of the foundations of one's future going forward to the hands half of those who know and love you well, and half to those who are relative strangers. Luckily I am neither overly fond nor afraid of risk, and there are few things that please me more than to see bonds of friendship and allyship deepened.

May the gods grant and illuminate for me strength and compassion, attention to duty and an open-heartedness as well, in the beginning of a new journey soon undertaken.

Written By Nurie

Feb. 10, 2019, 3:13 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

All of the last week or more it seems I have been surrounded in my workshop and in my store by wonderous creatures. Though there is nothing quite like the satisfaction of seeing someone gasp at the fit of a gown or suit that feels and looks better than they'd hoped, and few things more lovely than seeing the transformation of the heart and spirit that can happen when a lady or a lord or a goodman or goodwoman feels like their image in their best mind's eye is now displayed for the world to see...

Truly, I enjoy making masks as well. There's something lovely about stepping into a role less fraught and more fanciful, and I enjoy seeing the smiles that they bring. And until they leave the shop, I get to feel as if I am living in a storybook tale! There is a part of me that longs to creep in to the gatherings where I know they'll be worn, just to see how they are enjoyed, and the reactions to them. But, as in all things, a place for everything, and everything in its place.

Written By Martino

Feb. 10, 2019, 2:39 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Lucita

Truly her dedication to seeing the beach's taint of the Blackened Glass removed is commendable. Some may consider living with the challenge that it brings, but the Baroness has instead sought a solution.

It will be a challenge, but not one that cannot be resolved with creative enterprise.

Written By Hadrian

Feb. 10, 2019, 1:02 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Valerio

To Lord Valerio Mazetti, C/O the Queen of Endings,

Ledgers. Ledgers as far as the eye can see.

The amount of work that has gone into this effort would have made your eye go crossed. Which, I guess technically, wouldn't be crossed. Slanted, maybe?

We only hope that it will be a proper honoring of you, even if a little tongue in cheek. It has been a project built on a foundation of love and respect. A final form of closure for your people in recognition of you, the Marshal of Ostria, who served them so diligently. Construction has been well underway and we wait with bated breath for completion. Holding your breath or choking yourself a bit enhances the enjoyment.

The sight of your son carrying Mandate from time to time has been something. There are moments that it feels as though a phantom walks among us.

Written By Duarte

Feb. 10, 2019, 12:56 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Umbra. Aeterna. And now luxury brocade.

Well done, Tessere. Well done.

Written By Sigurd

Feb. 10, 2019, 12:32 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Relationship Note on Willow

Cousin Willow's cat is quite the huntress, unfortunately I don't think the tavern keeper at The Spirits would appreciate it if said cat at a live rabbit in the middle of the bar.

Written By Cambria

Feb. 10, 2019, 12:21 p.m.(7/18/1010 AR)

Freedom often results in inequality, but freedom preempts equality in the scheme of things.

We are free to choose our path in life, which is why some win and some lose, so to speak.

As somebody once said to me, "Life is a mean game, and everyone is out for themselves."

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