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Written By Duarte

Jan. 10, 2021, 9:30 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Journal

To say Belinha took me in is yet another inaccuracy. Much akin to my usual claims that I trained with courtesans, it merely saves time.

After our initial conversation on that rainy day I made it a point to run into her when I could: at the market, the bank or on the street. I am sure she found me a harmless cute lad but I thought the world of her. She was incredibly kind, but more than this, she could wield that kindness more masterfully than any adept swordsman handles their weapon.

For the better part of a year, perhaps once or twice a week, I would catch her and we would speak about such things as the weather or current happenings. I soon came to find out she liked to gossip. And she would then gossip at me about a great many number of people of whom I had never heard. I, being just a boy - and an orphan living alone at that - had nothing to contribute. So I would listen.

I should perhaps here enter that I am an avid reader - well, I used to be. Whereas now I read largely accounts, and Accounts, then I would read fantasy stories of intrigue, pirates, adventure, all sorts of things. And, being a boy who liked to read - still young - it was an oft thing to desire to be the characters I read about. How brave! How cunning! How dauntless!

Eventually (thanks to those books) I had gotten up the courage to ask Belinha to take me on as a student and admit me to the House of Silken Sighs. She thought it was very cute, laughed it off, and said no it would be impossible. And besides, a kid off the street with no discernible talent would reflect poorly on her.

I am not quite sure what gripped me in that moment save perhaps the pique of youth that Orland so often portrays. I said, "Well then maybe I'll tell Sorino what you said about him and Lady Rita."

To this day I do not know who Sorino or Lady Rita were, but I had never seen someone suddenly turn so white.

Written By Valencia

Jan. 10, 2021, 9:28 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

It appears I still do not take well to being threatened. Fortunately, it was just badly chosen words.

I am relieved this was so. I do not have time for such things and I would hate to have to become sharp unnecessarily.

I am grateful that sometimes even I take my own advice. It is nice to know when one might be right.

Better to listen and find mutual understanding than to unnecessarily start a fight.

~~~~~~~~<~<@

Written By Ezmeralda

Jan. 10, 2021, 9:26 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Despite being in the Compact for almost six months now, I still find myself completely baffled or awed by some of the things I've witnessed. First and foremost, the architecture here is pretty stunning. Much different than back home, buildings are smaller than I am used to and yet they still manage to display a great deal of spirit and pride. Proclamations are also a wonderful aspect of society used in helping spread the news of happenings both good and bad. Catching wind of opinions belonging to the movers and shakers also helps inform you about a person and their disposition.

The Peerage helped lead the way by showing me, and the Arakkoan nobility, what is considered normal here and I have to say it was my first instinct but the Dominus seemed very upset or perhaps disappointed(?) about the whole affair. Which brought me no small amount of confusion. That he would, socially, stick his neck out for something so small and potentially get it lopped off by what supporters he does have in the midst of a schism in the Faith does not seem particularly wise. Surely there is an entire layer of interaction here I am missing because I can only see this as alienating the very people you want to remain by your side.

This reminds me of the incident a few weeks ago with the Thraxian Princess Sorrel and her misstep -- that they both pertain to Faith and seemingly cast aspersion on the leadership of the Church is not good. Anti-Dominus Waldo surely appreciates the work they are doing on his behalf.

One would hope to find some measure of harmony within the very institution the Arvani people look to for religious guidance and moral righteousness but that is seeming less and less likely. The amount of discord among the Compact is daunting to those who have recently joined their fates to the six kingdom's alliance but alas, we are in a time of turmoil. We can only hope the Crown is better able to maintain cohesion and unity within the Compact than some of the royals and the country's spiritual leaders, at least from what I have seen.

Written By Raven

Jan. 10, 2021, 9:17 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

I am all too belatedly reminded of the importance of making time for others. I've failed to do so for so long I fear as if I now threaten to be wholly unsociable no matter my desire for company when the demands of duties permit. I am at least fortunate to call Savio Pontelaeus and Lord Orlando Amadeo friend even if their favorite passtime is fishing for my ire.

Written By Apollo

Jan. 10, 2021, 8:43 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Shall I make a wish, or say a prayer?
There's room enough for both, isn't there.

Written By Lisebet

Jan. 10, 2021, 8:42 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Today's tea was a red tea, with cinnamon highlights. It was very delicious and tasty.

Another win.

I am enjoying this idea to pick a random tea that I've never tried before from a different tea shop. I sent Bigsby out to get a variety, and now we enjoy the fruits of that research.

Written By Rosalind

Jan. 10, 2021, 8:12 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Triton

My twin. My other heartbeat! I miss you. Especially with everything going on. I could use your advice and well you know, you! Im sure you're keeping home in order though, so there's that. Or laying someone flat on their back.

Written By Amari

Jan. 10, 2021, 8:10 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

So, while out galavanting with friends, I found a pile of broken pottery shards in the grass and meticulously reassembled them, only to realize that beneath the rubbish lay a buried statue covered only by a thin layer of dirt. I was practically kneeling atop the thing the entire time. It was a much more interesting find than the unremarkable vase someone had likely just pitched into the field to be rid of.

The moral, wise general, is you should probably not murder braggarts in cold blood because they made fun of your friend and then boast about it afterwards. No wait, it's something about not seeing the forest for all the trees. Yes, that's the lesson. I think.

Also, related to that expedition; when swarmed by bees do I pretend to be a flower, or not? I'm still unsure, but also fairly confident that I will be swarmed by bees again. It seems inevitable somehow. Still, swarm aside, that was an enjoyable outing, especially since no one in the party was killed during or after. It's a fine day when there's no unnecessary and pointless deaths. I was quite glad for the company and enjoyable activity.

Written By Rosalind

Jan. 10, 2021, 7:59 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Fall is on the air. Can you feel it? Can you smell it? It is mixed with the anxiousness of the looming war coming. It's a whirlwind of emotions that I'm struggling with.

Written By Madeleine

Jan. 10, 2021, 7:51 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

As quickly as I return to the city - I'm off and away again. My flock, I love you all so.

Written By Rosalind

Jan. 10, 2021, 7:44 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Oh my gosh! I got to paint with Connall and Honeymare. Ok, well. They painted. Yep scholar! They PAINTED! They were magnificent! Sorry Aella for the colored puppy prints in the hall!

Written By Domonico

Jan. 10, 2021, 7:35 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Ember

Note to self... and others

It is not advisabe to butt heads with the Bloody. So hard with the collinson of the helmets that I was knocked senseless.

A worthy opponent at the very least.

Written By Thea

Jan. 10, 2021, 7:28 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Well....We're ready. For what's to come. Me. My men.

As for the chapter of my life? I'm prepared for that too. Lagoma help me, Im ready.

Written By Thea

Jan. 10, 2021, 7:03 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

So Pat is missing. Not in Malvici. So if you see an octopus about, sorry about that. Don't eat him.

Written By Emberly

Jan. 10, 2021, 6:59 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

Relationship Note on Ilvin

Lagoma has changed me
The Sentinal has judged me
Jayus has evolved within me
but it is Limerence that speaks to my heart
Oaths and Honor and Love, are all we have.
I am seeking discipleship.

Written By Cristoph

Jan. 10, 2021, 6:41 p.m.(9/23/1014 AR)

While I try desperately not to look too closely at the pile of riding manuals that are gathering up in my office, I find myself lost in a multitude of other papers that are quite dry. Not that I take any issue with executing my duties. But I have to confess that sometimes my attention does wander to the window and my imagination takes off.

Written By Khanne

Jan. 10, 2021, 4:56 p.m.(9/22/1014 AR)

Sloshed Poetry Slam did not at all go as I expected (seems not much does these days), but it was great fun! I hope everyone who attended enjoyed themselves as much as I. Big thank yous to all who participated! Everyone's poems were amazing!

I am still very fond of the one about traveling toads though.

Written By Cirroch

Jan. 10, 2021, 4:45 p.m.(9/22/1014 AR)

Never underestimate the will of a toddler

Written By Orland

Jan. 10, 2021, 4:04 p.m.(9/22/1014 AR)

Thoughts of a student,

There has been so little time to write of the great things that have happened to me over the last few months. The events are a whirlwind (cake throwing by far stood out thanks to Marquis Cirroch and his wife Marquessa Sasha), making new friends (of which there are truly many now! Who knew I could achieve that), learning to defend myself (Thank you Lord Teague, Scout Rowenova, and Lady Lady Mikani) finding a patron (thank you Marquis Dio Seraceni) from parties to exciting adventures, idolizing people (like the one and only Prince Patrizio), to having cake, and cookies, to getting armor crafted (Thanks to Apollo's hard working staff), to having my bed warm at night, and adopting a kitten (thank you Zakhar).

One of the paramount moments for me, other than all the above, was talking to the Queen's Blade, Harlequin Raymesin. I had been dealing with some trouble that transpired from Greypeak, and well, before that I would suspect based on my own journal entry history of the Wheel. We had a really good conversation. It simplified things for me too. Of course it made me angry, but, it had to. That was the only way I could let myself open up to the people who I've met, to allow them to influence my life, show me how better it can be with friends than without. I want to thank him and acknowledge that, seeking out those with knowledge of why life is the way it is, is worth it.

I realized, I don't want to die yet. I don't. Who does! I'm okay that the Queen of Endings thought to spit me out into the life I was given, but I've only just started living it. It's worked out all right. It gets better everyday too.

Finding joy, it has been, a good mission.

Written By Destin

Jan. 10, 2021, 3:39 p.m.(9/22/1014 AR)

That White Dragon Tournament calls my attention. I should try to attend.

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