Written By Mabelle
Dec. 31, 2020, 2 a.m.(9/1/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Cristoph
My cousin broke his arm jousting.
It gave me distinct pleasure to take care of him.
I expect cake.
It gave me distinct pleasure to take care of him.
I expect cake.
Written By Bahiya
Dec. 31, 2020, 1:25 a.m.(9/1/1014 AR)
Preparations for Prince Damik'uhl'daja's wake are ongoing. I find myself depending on Princess Katarina for her knowledge of the Arvani and their customs, keeping an eye on what must be done to house and protect the Eurusi that have found themselves masterless in the wake of his passing. For a man that we owe so much to, he was rather oblivious to the gift he gave us. Coming to Arvum was an adventure, a romance, and I daresay despite how dangerous it all was we were quite taken with his excitement.
I must admit, though; my loss is what many would consider a professional one. I cannot speak for those who loved and knew him personally as beloved or friend; the relationship I maintained with him was as his diplomat. I served him well and he appreciated that service; I am only agrieved he could not see what would have become of our work in the end.
There are other struggles I have, too; we broke with so many traditions coming to these shores. The Prince himself observed as many out of habit as he did culturally; I do not know what to keep for his wake. I do not expect to bind him in chains within his casket, nor would I want to even if I was asked. My understanding now of our religious observances has changed much of my perception, and in this?
He would laugh at me to see how I struggle with his end, how best to see him off into the next world. It is not as we thought it would be, I think; a better one has been given us, maybe. A chance for redemption not just in this life, but perhaps in the next.
Ah, my Prince. Such a game life was to you, such an adventure! I wonder if you will ever understand where your sense of adventure took us, and truly, what a gift it all turned out to be.
I must admit, though; my loss is what many would consider a professional one. I cannot speak for those who loved and knew him personally as beloved or friend; the relationship I maintained with him was as his diplomat. I served him well and he appreciated that service; I am only agrieved he could not see what would have become of our work in the end.
There are other struggles I have, too; we broke with so many traditions coming to these shores. The Prince himself observed as many out of habit as he did culturally; I do not know what to keep for his wake. I do not expect to bind him in chains within his casket, nor would I want to even if I was asked. My understanding now of our religious observances has changed much of my perception, and in this?
He would laugh at me to see how I struggle with his end, how best to see him off into the next world. It is not as we thought it would be, I think; a better one has been given us, maybe. A chance for redemption not just in this life, but perhaps in the next.
Ah, my Prince. Such a game life was to you, such an adventure! I wonder if you will ever understand where your sense of adventure took us, and truly, what a gift it all turned out to be.
Written By Tanith
Dec. 31, 2020, 1:04 a.m.(9/1/1014 AR)
We all handle pain differently. Grief too; the price of love, that's grief, and if I'm honest it's one I'm willing to pay. I've written about that before, prayed about it even more than that. I am thankful what I've been given, I know it's so much more than most and I'll never take it for granted. To feel, to care; even those I have trouble understanding, it's precious, all of it. The opposite of love isn't hate; it's apathy.
...don't look at me like that, scholar. It's been a long few days and he hasn't come home yet.
...don't look at me like that, scholar. It's been a long few days and he hasn't come home yet.
Written By Teague
Dec. 31, 2020, 12:24 a.m.(9/1/1014 AR)
Lord Orland and Savio throw a great party tonight. That is all, that will be said.
Written By Catalana
Dec. 30, 2020, 10:58 p.m.(9/1/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Wash
I don't know whether to be proud or infuriated but our eldest daughter has bested me for the first time.
Upon waking this morning Cirella told me that Daddy (Lord Wash) had done something dreadful and that she couldn't tell me. Since she believed that juggling knives, midnight sails and tossing items into a mystical whirlpool is safe, who knows what she thinks dreadful!
After an attempt to gently coax it out of her, she remarked that she could tell me if I buy her twelve pastries froklm Lottie's. I managed to negotiate her down to two. Upon entering Lottie's I find my dear husband who after informing him of the bribe and hoping he would share what it was looked horrorified and stood silent for a good moment before agreeing I should get her the pastries. At this point my heart is racing. What has he done that he can not tell me?!
Returning with the pastries, I ask my dear child what it was. Her response as she munched happily on her ill-gotten treats was, "He said a bad word." Further prompting and the handing over of the second treat revealed the dreadful word.
Buttock.
I'm not certain to laugh or cry. But my dear husband and child can be reached at his boat until their bouts of laughter subside.
Upon waking this morning Cirella told me that Daddy (Lord Wash) had done something dreadful and that she couldn't tell me. Since she believed that juggling knives, midnight sails and tossing items into a mystical whirlpool is safe, who knows what she thinks dreadful!
After an attempt to gently coax it out of her, she remarked that she could tell me if I buy her twelve pastries froklm Lottie's. I managed to negotiate her down to two. Upon entering Lottie's I find my dear husband who after informing him of the bribe and hoping he would share what it was looked horrorified and stood silent for a good moment before agreeing I should get her the pastries. At this point my heart is racing. What has he done that he can not tell me?!
Returning with the pastries, I ask my dear child what it was. Her response as she munched happily on her ill-gotten treats was, "He said a bad word." Further prompting and the handing over of the second treat revealed the dreadful word.
Buttock.
I'm not certain to laugh or cry. But my dear husband and child can be reached at his boat until their bouts of laughter subside.
Written By Delilah
Dec. 30, 2020, 10:09 p.m.(9/1/1014 AR)
I'm starting to wonder if feet are purely an optional matter.
Written By Allegra
Dec. 30, 2020, 6:31 p.m.(9/1/1014 AR)
Bella:
I know you will probably never read this, because the last time you read something from my journal you woke up with honey in your hair. Mother was so mad. In my defense, your hair never looked shinier. You're welcome.
Yet, perhaps what I am going to say is more so for myself and not for you anyhow.
My entire life I have always looked up to you. My entire life I have been always trying to make you proud of me. To be more than Archduchess Belladonna Pravus's little sister.
I am no longer the young girl who would rather have had her fingers in the pages of a book than the sands upon the beaches of Setarco.
I am no longer the girl who spent years in captivity and became known as "the lame Pravus Princess", the recipient of unrelenting sympathy; sympathy I never asked for.
I am no longer letting my past define me.
So, what am I?
I am a survivor.
I am the Minister of Upkeep for House Pravus, a position I take very seriously.
I am the coordinator for the entire operation in Pieros for the upcoming conflict with the Skal'daja.
But, perhaps most importantly I am Archduchess Belladonna Pravus' little sister and with the determination to make you proud I shall do great things.
~Alle
I know you will probably never read this, because the last time you read something from my journal you woke up with honey in your hair. Mother was so mad. In my defense, your hair never looked shinier. You're welcome.
Yet, perhaps what I am going to say is more so for myself and not for you anyhow.
My entire life I have always looked up to you. My entire life I have been always trying to make you proud of me. To be more than Archduchess Belladonna Pravus's little sister.
I am no longer the young girl who would rather have had her fingers in the pages of a book than the sands upon the beaches of Setarco.
I am no longer the girl who spent years in captivity and became known as "the lame Pravus Princess", the recipient of unrelenting sympathy; sympathy I never asked for.
I am no longer letting my past define me.
So, what am I?
I am a survivor.
I am the Minister of Upkeep for House Pravus, a position I take very seriously.
I am the coordinator for the entire operation in Pieros for the upcoming conflict with the Skal'daja.
But, perhaps most importantly I am Archduchess Belladonna Pravus' little sister and with the determination to make you proud I shall do great things.
~Alle
Written By Svana
Dec. 30, 2020, 5:19 p.m.(8/28/1014 AR)
Other people can proclaim to love her, but I'll knock them on their asses.
Except one particular red-headed waterfall. Probably not her.
Except one particular red-headed waterfall. Probably not her.
Written By Thea
Dec. 30, 2020, 11:01 a.m.(8/28/1014 AR)
I won a gauntlet race scholar. No not THAT one. There was no fucking ROPE! Otherwise the outcome may have been different. It was an enjoyable time, as I was able to train and drink at the same time. And the coral is beautiful as well...
Written By Adrienne
Dec. 30, 2020, 9:28 a.m.(8/28/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Graziella
Princess Graziella has become a beacon for the most faithful among us. On these difficult days before the fleets sail, her devotions to the Pantheon give House Pravus strength and focus. Today I needed that reminder, and her prayers were there at the ready.
May the gods sail with us, and may Graziella be remembered by them for her faith.
May the gods sail with us, and may Graziella be remembered by them for her faith.
Written By Adrienne
Dec. 30, 2020, 8:34 a.m.(8/28/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Duarte
Count Duarte Amadeo is, to my outsider's eyes, the full promise and potential of the Lycene. I will admit I misunderstood him. I may still. In his way Count Duarte fills his role with the boldness and devotion of an Oathlands knight. His mind is his own - independent, perceptive, challenging. A lesser man would choose the easy path.
"Loyalty knows no bounds" are House Amadeo's words. I believe it and am grateful for it.
"Loyalty knows no bounds" are House Amadeo's words. I believe it and am grateful for it.
Written By Lianne
Dec. 30, 2020, 7:24 a.m.(8/28/1014 AR)
It is an incomparable pleasure to meet with brilliant individuals, discuss difficult topics and walk away with a workable solution. I am genuinely blessed to have such remarkable people in my life, and I am eager to see the work we've begun put into practice.
Written By Athaur
Dec. 30, 2020, 3:53 a.m.(8/27/1014 AR)
I have long been away from Arx, tending to my people and my lands as a Marquis should do. Especially in times of strife. But with war fast approaching I had best return to the city. I wonder what things have changed
Written By Sydney
Dec. 30, 2020, 1:08 a.m.(8/27/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Teague
Worry not - this abyssal cat has her claws if she has need of them.
Certainly an enjoyable spar, Lord Teague.
Certainly an enjoyable spar, Lord Teague.
Written By Medeia
Dec. 29, 2020, 10:49 p.m.(8/27/1014 AR)
This afternoon, I had the great pleasure of hosting the Prodigal Games on the beach with Marquessa Norah Eswynd. There was a mast carry, a warrior gauntlet, and oar running! Of course, there was also plenty of stout to go around and prizes for the winners! I'm especially excited about the prizes because the three winners are the first people outside of Eswyndol to own our island's rare and gorgeous Deeplight Coral. The winners were Dame Felicia Harrow (mast carry), Lady Thea Malvici (warrior gauntlet), and Samira Culler (oar running). Congratulations are in store for all three if you see them around. I'd also like to thank and congratulate the other participants: Lord Wash Kennex, Lord Drake Wyvernheart, Lady Maya Redreef, Duke Ryhalt Farshaw, and Yrsa.
Written By Sunaia
Dec. 29, 2020, 8:50 p.m.(8/27/1014 AR)
Suddenly, the next day seems a little brighter, even if I need to wait and see what happens next.
I should have left that statement well enough alone, shouldn't I, Scholar? It's positive and light-hearted and the most optimistic I've been in -- months? Months, I think. I should know myself to add to this, not leave well enough alone, and finish this entry with a dose more realism. So --
Tomorrow may not be better. But it's still tomorrow. A tomorrow in a world where we're not always given that chance. If that's not a bright spot -- don't know what is.
I should have left that statement well enough alone, shouldn't I, Scholar? It's positive and light-hearted and the most optimistic I've been in -- months? Months, I think. I should know myself to add to this, not leave well enough alone, and finish this entry with a dose more realism. So --
Tomorrow may not be better. But it's still tomorrow. A tomorrow in a world where we're not always given that chance. If that's not a bright spot -- don't know what is.
Written By Neve
Dec. 29, 2020, 4:15 p.m.(8/26/1014 AR)
I wonder if anyone else means to send something to someone, like say a cake, and find by the time they send the cake there seems to be a peice..or two missing, and they have crumbs all over their dress? There is something to be said for dresses that cover your chest. Much easier to brush off. Not that..I would know. Or anything.
I should go buy a cake...
I should go buy a cake...
Written By Lore
Dec. 29, 2020, 3:31 p.m.(8/26/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Ripley
Perhaps they sent you soap because they made it and they wanted you to have something they'd personally made? They liked the scent or it made them think of you?
I've sent people map cases, care packages, 'stop hurting yourself' gift baskets... things that I could make with relative ease, or design and have made to my specifications. Come to think of it, I think the Beards & Brews championship belt I made one year is still floating around....
I've sent people map cases, care packages, 'stop hurting yourself' gift baskets... things that I could make with relative ease, or design and have made to my specifications. Come to think of it, I think the Beards & Brews championship belt I made one year is still floating around....
Written By Ryhalt
Dec. 29, 2020, 2:05 p.m.(8/26/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Norah
Marquessa Norah has become my protege. I look forward to a most profitable and productive partnership!
Written By Teague
Dec. 29, 2020, 12:10 p.m.(8/26/1014 AR)
Relationship Note on Sydney
She fights like a hellcat, quick, barefisted with passion and speed. It was one of my longer spars, in the end she got me. But it was a good fight. I see why she is champion now, to out drink her next. Even if I lose there it will be a good night, I feel.
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